back to work. after couple of months of vacation... summer break, new school year has opened. been open for a week now. of course i also got to work part time last summer. and they were fun. no stress at all. teaching adults is so much better than teaching children. teaching high school is worst. seriously...
anyway... summer vacation is so over and back to life's realities.
and i thought that a couple of months of break from my usual job would afford me to be back in the right spirits when i return to work. i was wrong. the first day of school opening was such a struggle. or maybe i was just used to the long vacation. so give it time. but no, the feeling lingers. it's not fun anymore doing what i have been doing, where i have doing it for the last couple of years. i know i have to change directions.
so a decision has been made. i have flipped a coin and a decision is made. ok, i didnt really flip a coin. i already know for a long time that i have to make a new turn. i was just kinda scared of the uncertainty that im gonna face. change still scares me. it's a natural feeling. i think.
but im willing to take risks. life, like love is full of risks. and we dont know what good things await us over the horizon unless we take risks.
the decision is simple. im taking a break from teaching and explore new possibilities.
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