i am so awake despite only few hours of sleep. but i also feel tired and a little lethargic. must be the load of caffeine i took late last night. went out for a breather. unwind as we call it. not a vary fancy way of unwinding but just spent some time at this area dotted with tea shops and food stalls. it's where i often hang-out either alone or with some local buddies, just near my place. the four coffee shops were packed with people as Manchester United was playing and winning. i first had cold milk tea... followed by warm coffee as i play with my fone, facebooking. it was my version of getting drunk... haha! you know, some days when life throws you curve ball and you hit and miss. [baseball language, folks]. feels like the year aint ending right. somewhere, somehow, somethin's aint right. makes sleep a little elusive.... last night was one of those.
anyhoo, going back to my caffeine overdose. at least it now gives me something to write about. i love coffee. i wouldnt imagine how morning would be like without coffee. after dinner tea or coffee is also nice to help with the digestion and helps neutralize that greasy and heavy feeling after a big meal. but not when you drink it like you're drinking wine or juice... anything that is too much, no matter how good it looks isnt good. too much coffee will deprive you of sleep. too much alcohol will make you sleep but gives you a bad hangover.
i am having another experience of that... i was given this huge box of cookies for christmas. i love cookies. my eyes roll everytime i see cookies. so i started munching on these cookies since yesterday... while sitting. facebooking. listening to music. there are still some left but cant seem to eat anymore. there's just too much it's making sick in the stomach.
but when do we know when much is too much? too much love. too much pain. too much too soon. when do we decide to stop a while and find time for something else? is there any exception to this "too much of anything isnt good?" is there anything out there which we cant get enough of even if it's already overflowing? just a thought...
